I love you guys. Seriously. Thank you all for you wonderful and loving comments. They really helped. I know I will be okay. I know Henry will be okay. It will just take time for both of us (more time for me than him I think) to get used to the plan. I will hate to be away from him, but it is really our only option. My income is not disposable at all. The only way for me to leave my job to stay home would be for us to sell our house. So...that is not an option. I need to work, and that is okay. I want him to have a college fund and for us to be able to take him on vacation. I want him to be able to need new clothes and us to be able to go buy them. These are things my job lets us do. That and pay the mortgage. ( Oh and pay off the IVF...which is the best money we ever spent, but still must come from somewhere) It will only be two days a week, and we have a while before it is time. I know it will be hard, but in my heart I truly know it is best. Thank you for you sweet comments. It makes it easier to know you all understand.
Stay tuned for a post full of drama and intrigue. Tentative Post Title- "Diagnosis: A Cold"...It may be a two part series that also includes, "Diagnosis: A Cold Confirmed at the ER at 2am". Should be up tomorrow. We have had a long couple of days around here! For now, I just wanted to say thanks for being so great!